|01:36 pm - reflections|
i think i'm a pretty caring person. i always put myself out there. i put others before me. i would go through hell for those i care about. i never thought someone would abuse that, would twist things around, would make me feel like the worst person ever.
so i'm hurt, i'm frustrated, i'm angry, i'm sad, and i'm going to make changes in my life. i've been much too naive for too long. i've let too many things go and have been too unaware. i need to be aware of who i am, who people are around me. i need to be open more with certain people and less open with others. i need to weed out people in my life who are bad for me.
friends are supposed to be supportive and caring. when you're going through a tough time, they're there to support you. if they don't do that, then fuck them, they're not your friend.
Current Mood: depressed